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    700RMB的铅笔和700RMB的纸带还有50RMB的橡皮..=1450
     
    终于考完IELTS了,好累啊...!!
    真的是杀细胞又费体力的考试..
    考完笔试就睡了一下午,
    导致第2天的口试飞啊飞...
     
     
     
     
     
     
    不过诶,,总算考完了,
    接下来这个星期还要痛苦..!!
    天天都是essay,考试...
    GAC.1晋级..
    好累哦...!!!
     
    今天最最开心的事就是多了一大堆娃娃哈!!.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    (手机照的照片有点模糊) 

    树上的男爵还是?

     

      

     

     

     

     

    こっちの心根量らずと、一体如何云(どうい)う御了見
    そうした喧嘩は手前から、売ってやりんす上等よ
    待てこら未だ答えは聞けちゃ居ないのさ
    洗い浚い吐け今宵は常套句なんて通用しないと思え
    I'm so angry with you,sorry.
    You should concentrate on cheering me up.
    But it's too late now, you've lost your chance, it's gone.
    You never once realized how bad our dilemma had got.
    Stop it,honey,cheeky!
    Why can't you see it my way just this time?
    Silence,naughty, fussy!
    I am really sick so sick so sick of you.
    And I hate you.
    That's right you love me so much, don't you.
    I should thank you for that, maybe.
    But it's no use how what a giant waste of time.
    Because I have never felt any weight in your words to me.
    Shut up
    Stop it,honey,snooty!
    Why don't we just look at our bullshit then?
    Iffy, crappy, scrappy!
    You would be best off alone.
    I am really sick so sick so sick of you.
    And I hate you.
    おわり

     

     

     

     

    down down down

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    昨天,天时,地利,人和..碰到谢霆锋签售会
    就在学校大门外..
    其实一点也不喜欢他,,
    只是帮朋友而已.
    不过他本人确实是比照片上好看多了..呵呵..
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    情绪化,偏执狂,自闭症,,等等...等等...
    还有什么??
    我喜欢看到Tina笑嘻嘻的说话,还有Yuki的微笑.
    没有特别含义,我不是T,
    只是心情会比较好,
    其实我更想说的是:我讨厌T...!!!!!!! puke..!..//
    讨厌看到不友好的表情,讨厌"话中话",讨厌讽刺,讨厌奉承..
    是不是表面上也该表现出喜欢的样子?
     
     
     
     
     
     
    还有..
    昨天无意听到LEE HOM的你不在
    突然想起是我走后一个星期小宝让我听的
    但是抱歉啊~那个时候没心情听..
    看完歌词..小小的感动.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    Mr.wonderful.

     
     
     
      

     

    Why this feeling, why this glow
    Why the thrill when you say hello
    It's strange and tender magic u do
    Mr. Wonderful, that's u
     

     
     
                                   
     
     
    Oh there's much more I could say
    But the words keep slipping away 
    n I'm left with only one point of view
    Mr. Wonderful, that's you
     
     
     
     
     
     
    One more thing, then I'm through
    Mr. Wonderful, Mr. Wonderful,
    Mr. Wonderful, I luv you
     
     
     
     
     
     
    i dont wanna be active ,just live simplely,am i a bad student??
     
     
     

    i luv u , Eminem !!

     

     

                                                                                                                      

                                                                                                                         to see where the life take us...

                                                                          

     

              


      

     

     

     Some days I sit , starin' out the window
     Watchin' this world pass me by
     Sometimes I think  there's nothin' to live for 
     I almost break down and cry
     Sometimes I think I'm crazy
     I'm crazy, oh so crazy

     

     

     

     Why am I here, am I just wastin' my time?
     But then I see my baby
     Suddenly I'm not crazy
     It all makes sense when I look into her eyes (Oh no)
     Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
     Everyone's leanin' on me
    'Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
     But then she comes back to me
    My baby girl(girl)(Hailie laughs) keeps gettin' older
     I watch her grow up with pride
     People make jokes ,'cuz they don't understand me        
    They just don't see my real side
     I act like shit don't phase me,
     Inside it drives me crazy
     My insecurities could eat me alive
     But then I see my baby
    Suddenly I'm not crazy
    It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
    Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
    Everyone's leanin' on me
    'Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
     But then she comes back to me
    Yeah and if I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter
    If I could hit the notes, I'd blow somethin' as long as my father
    To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got 'er
    I love my daughter more than life in itself,
    I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
    So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
     My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
     And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
    It's like the greatest gift you can get
    The weight has been lifted
     Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
     Everyone's leanin' on me
     Cause my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier

     Hailie, remember when I said
    If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
    Well guess what, daddy's here.
     

     

                                         

                                     Hailie`s song.

      

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                                            from EM..my Favorite

                                                     great singer..//                              great father../

                                                                                                                great Eminem

     

                                 it's my day today, a happy and rich day, and i gonna stop right here, i need sleep.night

                             

                

                                

                                                 

     

     

     

    p.s: people love to be cared, especially being cared by someone they care.

     

                                                                                 

     

     

        

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                                                         你心中的话我全都想听,能不能相信
                                          
     
     
     
     

    somethin new

                                       today,we star some new courses,GAC001--GAC006,although it`s  easy.....there still are some problem....maybe ..with me..
    Sam,the maths teacher,who also teach us computer...i mean, his accent is too hard to understand!!
    do all the Idian speak Enlish like this???
    Mark,,could u teach us some interesting thins..okay?
    don`t be so serious in class...
    i always feel sleepy in ur class,,and ...i believe so do all of my classmates..
    u told us "a problem is a chance to do ur best"..so would u like to have some change??
    (sincere words)
     
     
     
     
    and haha...today is dear Messi`s Birthday
    i cant give u so much money as ur father does
    or buy dear gift for u,(coz i haven`t got much money this week.)
    so...just the best wishes for u,,and ....a Birthday Song
    hope u can be happy eveyday,and remember this short term that we classmates spend together..!  
     
                       Happy Birthday to u
                       Happy Birthday to u
                       Happy Birthday to Messi
                       Happy Birthday to u
     
                                                                 (Birthday cake for u..haha~)
     
     
     
     
    p.s
    sometimes i feel tired,,and my ability falling short of my wishes..but i know i have no choice,,,i have to keep on.
    As what my mom told me.this is the way which i chose by myself,,so i must be responsible for everythin i did on this way..
     
     
     
                                                                      

    today is "Middle Autumn Day" !!!

     
     
        i came home so late tonight..when i came home,all of my family members have gone home already,(they came here for the the Middle Autumn Day),and my mum told me that they have wait me for 3 hours...unexpectedly... 
                                 so say sorry to all u guys.hope u can see it
                             especially u..my dear little sister , i just cant receive the msgs u sent me
                             (and i know the color msgs are expensive..)
                             coz ..i haven`t pay for my mobil phone bill yet..so sorry..
                             i`ll let u know as soon as my mobil phone get used.
     
           just now,
           去6HELEN家的路上
           一只小狗一直跟在我后面
           我一开始就觉得眼熟,
           我敢肯定以前100%看到过它,
           我喊它回家它也不走
           后来我就干脆把它带回家了
           妈妈说是楼上叔叔的狗
           但是当我把小狗带上去还给他的时候
           他那个眼神...语气..而且居然连谢谢都不说
           it seems that he doesn`t like it at all.!!
           hell mother f*ckin ur implacability.!
     
     
                                                       
     
     
     
     
                                                 by the way.Happy" Middle Autumn Day" 2 all u guys                                   
                                          
                                                                                        CR:你永远是我坚实的后盾哈~你个人说的哈~我找你的时候你个人自觉点出现哈!
                                                                   6HELEN:听你妈妈说你也生病了?一定一定要注意身体.!! 明天来看你!
    CANDY:i`ve buy u a toy spongebob squarepants `but it`s in Chengdu now,next week i`ll bring it back..
    so..say "3Q" to Daisy.!!hahahaha...!i just found it in Chengdu and i know it`s ur favorite.!
    Ivy,Gillian,Anthony,Jassica,Yuki,Thomas,Shirley,puppy,7.Kevin.....:all my friends ,best wishes 4 u
    Debby:u always turn up when i need a help,so...what can i do..to appreciate that?? u know that u r always my best friend.!
    Clark,Selina,Rojer,Steve...:thx for teachin me so many thins ,not just the  knowlege,but also somethin i cant learn from the book,3....Q!!
    楼上的:自己买的狗都不要了,那当初为撒子要买别个..买了又不养..i hate u !!           
     
     
             

    怎么了怎么了怎么了...??

     
      
     
       国庆7天,
       今天D5天,前5天的生活..混沌..
       每天睡觉睡到中午去学英语,回家吃了饭上网睡觉
       每天重复...
       在回来之前计划好要怎样怎样过这个假期..
       但是回来之后连记事本都懒得打开...
       今天估计把以前一年加起来才会得的病都经历完了..
       头痛..腹泻...胃痛.晕悬..
       走在大街上看到每个人都是模糊的,,就像随时都会倒下去似的..
     
                                       ...
     
     
     
      
                                                                                                 
     
     晚上回家打电话给6HELEN
    5分钟后他拿了一堆药过来,然后告诉我什么时候吃什么药
    还是那么细心.
    我常常在想要是以后一个人生活在国外
    生病了怎么办??
    没有爸妈的关心还有6HELEN..
    我会疯的. 
     
     
     
     

    what`s goin on??

     
        what`s  the mother & daughter relationship??
                      
     
     
     
                                                                                                    maybe u just expect too much,,right?
                                                                                                    i`m really so sick of the way u talk to me.
                                                                                                                                            Fuck u blind!!
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    i can bear a friend ,a teacher,and even a stranger `s misapprehension
    and..usually i won`t explain to them..unless it`s helpful.
    but...for my family,paticularly my mum..it`s a different story.
    i may despond ..even gonna be crazy..if my mum doesn`t understand me..
    ...although i know that its a expression of ..love..
     and the way of expressing love is not i want.
     

    puke...!! so sick of u.!

                                 
     
                                  今天又病入膏肓了,在医院呆了一下午,
                                  和一起输水的上海的姐姐聊天,学会几句上海话,呵呵
                                  最近真的是太困难了,50RMB要用两大两个星期
                                  只有当减肥了。。。
                                  不晓得MESSI啷个想的,他给我50RMB
                                  我当时就高兴了,还以为他资助我,
                                  结果....他的意思是我们2个人2个星期用100比较宽松...
                                  本来想坚持不做早操,到5次等那个..(用IVY的话就是LIFE TEATHER)罚我们走读
                                  然后我们男生女生寝室的就合起出去租个大点的房子一起住,
                                 (突然想起那个爆俗的青春"偶像"连续剧:红苹果乐园..哈哈哈哈~~那个太SB了..!
                                   我们花了2个晚上一起出去一家一家的问有没合适的房子...
                                   结果中途JACK就退出了..父母的原因哈!~
                                  所以FIBRE和JAMES帮我们想了个万全的办法
                                  那就是"先打后招"~!~
                                  等那个"阿坝"把我们赶出去了再给家长说.聪明哈~!~
                                  但是...但是..今天LIFE TEACHER彻底把我感动了....不好意思.我也准备退出了..
                                  下个星期我们班要合唱"倔强"~~
                                  有FIBREDEATH METAL,还有LEON海豚音(目前只有他自己认为那个是海豚音哈~)
                                  绝对不同凡响!~                哈哈哈哈哈..!~
                                 
     
     
                                 
     
                                                                                 
     
                                                                                  6HELEN真的是大好人,在我困难的时候帮助我,
                                                                                  我决定以涌泉报滴水之恩哈!~更不要说你那个嫩个大一滴水了.!
                                                                                   还有DEBBY,以后有困难尽管给我说! 哈~
                                
     
                  最近又开始捆扰以前捆扰过的一个问题了
                  不喜欢在不喜欢的人面前还装得很要好..
                  不喜欢说那西自己根本不想说的话
                  不喜欢看到某西人..背到人家说坏话当面又装好朋友...
                   puke..!
     
     
     
                                                                        嘉年华.!         我来了,等到我~~~    6helen,candi,kitty,laura..!
                                                                                                                                             i`m coming..! 
     
                                  
                                  

    我不喜欢秋天

     
                     最近
                     想好要说的话,但是不知道为什么说出来就另外一个样子了.
                     每次说出来的话都不是我想要表达的意思.
                     太捆扰了..
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           唉..//
     
     
                                                         来点开心的事哈.!
     
                                                                                                     PUPPY呀!你太幸福了,我也想去广州!
                                                                                                     你一定要记到帮我留意哈我要的东西哦
                                                                                                     我突然发现你真的是个大大大大好人呐.!!
                                                                                             小山丘真的吃大亏了,我有空帮你说点好话哈!
                                                                                                      哈哈哈哈哈哈~PUPPY的攀爬!哈~
     
                                      CANDY还有6HELEN呀~你们放假了哦
                                      等到我回来给你们看我给你们买的东西哈!
     
     
                                                                                         老鼠
                                                                                         其实我不晓得我10.4号还在不在成都哈~可能要回重庆
                                                                                         你逗不用请我吃饭了哈!节约一顿!!哈哈哈~!
                                                                                              
     
                      
     
     
     
     
     
     
                     我要奋斗了..!所以诶...暂时和SPACE说BYE-BYE~
                                   只是暂时...
     

    快乐不快乐

                          
                            
                                           
                                                                                        .....每天都有些心不在焉...//
     
     
     
     
     
     
                                             
                                                        最近脑子里经常毫无防备的冒出很久很久以前的一些小细节.
                                                                                        却想不起最近几天发生了什么事
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    一个月.刻意压制自己的所有情绪,关于我的暴躁和神经质.
    生活像反常的天气一样越来越暖,没有任何的惶恐不安.我成功的丢弃了所有的那些一直缠住我不放的小情绪.
    同时也失去说话的欲望,我只是在有情绪的时候一个人喋喋不休.
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                                      胡思乱想是不可以的...

     

     

     


     
                                                活好象进入到一种新的模式,身边的人接连失恋,然后在一夜之间重新排列组合,开始新的恋情.
                                                                                                            突然看看,发现周围不知不觉多出了许多人.
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            连续2天泡在网上
           却无所事事..
           呵呵..
           anyway谢谢CR让我感觉还像1年前那个夏天一样快乐
           只是感觉成熟了许多
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                                          .....我发现我真的没有记流水的天分.
                                             我只是以为这个样子说话心情会变得好一些.
     
                                                                                      
                                                                                       

     

                                                                //..我一路走走停停.只有你们,一直在身边

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                                                                                                                                   这些无聊的文字../

                                                                                                                                    算是记念

                                                        

                                    
                                                  
     
                 
     

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                                                                    miss u so much...
     
     
       
                           
                        

    friends to the end

         
     
                                          Came back to CQ last night~so tired...!
     
                        i really appreciate the pic u guys have drawn for me~
                       and u spent 3 classes,even physics..unexpectedly.. did this.  
                       the content of it u told me cheer me up indeed..!
                        and..anyway.Candy..i really dig the book u send me.
                             though it seems that i didn`t like it at all this afternoon~
                             i just ....u know..i`m not good at express my feeling..
                                                                              what i mean,therefore,is i like it very much..!!!
     
                                        by the way..ur hair style is so funny.!.just like a  spud..~~hahahaha..~
                                     
     
     
     
        and  Helen.i promis that i`ll come that day`..so don`t worry.keep on striving.!! exert ourselves to study..
         obtain the same results though not by the same method.
     
     
                 we cannot order a friend delivered to our door like a pizza
                    or download one from the Internet,
                    by far the worst thin is having friends leave,whether they move to another city or another country,
                                                                                         or just lose contact.
                    this is the saddest of good-byes.espeially if we know we have  seen them for the very last night.
                    and i still remember the belly laughs , and the sorrows.
                    i know how lucky i am to have friends like all u guys,and i just want to say that no matter what happens
                                                                                                    u`ll never be alone, cause u will always be my friend.
     
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    ALL ABOUT ..

            
                            关于前些天,关于今天,关于他们,关于我,还有你..
     
     
     
                ...\...       /
     
     
     
                                         却不知从何说起
     
    在这里的一个月
    ..
    暂时不说学习..
     
     
     
     
                        
                         前天晚上意外的看到6HELEN发的短信---
                         (祝你明天考好.)
                         简单的一句话也感动好久好久,
                         还以为因为我的离开
                         你们已经开始慢慢忘了我..
     
     
     
                                                                      Dabby让我想起一年前的6HELEN
                                                                      即使不说话,也觉得安心
                                                                      即使是单调的学习.也想找回从前的温暖.
                                                                      ---...
                                                                      是不是长大了?
                                                                      一个人的时候也不觉得孤独了..
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                      突然有点想你们
                     ..../....
     
     
                                                  
                   
     
     
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          今天是这一个月来最快乐的一天,
                       因为dad&mum的到来
                             因为candy和6HELEN的短信
                                  因为6HELEN和大脸怪的日志.
                         ....
     
     
    谢谢你们让我感到温暖
     
     
     
                          
     

    Mad about 小丸子

     
     
     
    首先声明:
                   不是Physically的
                    而是Mentally
     
     
     
     
                                                           今天
                                                           从一个人那里学会:
                                                                        每天晚上睡觉前吃一颗糖.

                                                                    然后对自己说:“嗯,今天的日子果然是的."

     

                                                                                                      每个人都会幸福的.

                                                                                                                       只是..或早..或 ..

    ..........

     

     

     

     

    思想太容易被看到的东西所左右

    所以...

    必须内心中要有强大的信念做为支撑

    我们拿什么来支撑

    或许是永不气馁的毅力

    又或许是永不放弃的爱

    但今晚

    便是.....樱桃小丸子..!!

     

            

     

    p.s:真人版的小丸子爆可爱   !!.!..//..

        .谢谢 6 HELEN和我一起看真人版小丸子                      

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                                                                                                                                            安.

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                                                                          Daisy想告诉你:

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                                                                                  你 

                                               一定一定..不要忘记我。。。

    Season One Final

    一些变化

    一些进展

    一些回归

    若干奇妙低空飞过

    需要调整充电改变

    突然就想要休息下

    暂停一下更新

    可能只是两天

    可能会是两月

    记得这段

       最好的时光

        还是限量版

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                                                  ME

     

     

     

     

                                                                 出租车没有起点,没有终点

                                                                  在我们完全不知道的领域里

                                                         行驶在婆娑的灯光下

                                                到世界的边境

                                                   听说灯塔的尽头

                                            所谓的爱情

                                                                                         

     

                                                             满足的像荣归的英雄或者得到圣诞礼物的小孩

     

     

                                                                                    。/..

     

    一种很私人的疼爱方式

    【壹】
    因为开始想念在学校和你们一起的日子
    把拿给你们留言的级服翻出来一一细看.
     
     
     
                                                                                                   【贰】
                                                                                无意间看到6helen的留言竟在衣服里面
                                                                                不善言辞的你仍然让我感动:
                                                                                 因为我不擅以说那些漂亮的话
                                                                                 或者画一些漂亮的画
                                                                                 所以请你原谅我的简单表述
                                                                                 如果一个人在外面时,
                                                                                 请找到一些可以并值得依靠的人
                                                                                 如果无法找到记得打电话找我
                                                                                 哪怕只有一些微小的时间
                                                                                 或者只是一些琐碎的事,
                                                                                 也请记得允许我和你一起分享分担
                                                                                                              NEW HELEN
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                       等我有一天
                       回来和你一起玩
                       一起去人人乐买东西
                       一起吃彩电面
                       一起学习
                       一起去解放碑是拌饭
                       ...
     
     
          【叁】
    如果一时不能回来
    我们2010年7月9日
    5:00 PM楼下见
    22岁的我们一起去玩
     
     
                                                                      留言】
                                                      candy:wedding.!!
                                                      kitty:你走后我们队长都没了,平均海拔都降低了
                                                              小草呀 ,何时才能看到我们队长 ..?
                                                      Loral:...有了新朋友也要常联系啊~
                                                      77:啊~~偶di女人呀!你斗嫩个走老给~~!
                                                            你走老那你男人我浪个办呀!
                                                             哎呀!我不活哒!哎~!都不能和你一起过你的成人礼哒!
                                                             下回回来, 一定要给我带个蓝眼睛帅哥情敌回来哟!
                                                              再见拉我DI夏!等你回来哟!BYE~!(那你的草鱼...?)
                                                      Janice:心里面永远站在你这边.
                                                      puppy:过得好,长得壮.我会记得你和你的IPOK FOREVER的!
                                                      小山丘:同桌半年多,舍不得啊~~~你要好好注意身体哦..
                                                                   不要忘老我哈!!~
                                                       33:其实很怀恋同桌时的光阴,一起挤粽子和麻圆,
                                                             还有很兴奋的冲回寝室洗澡!!记得你手割了,
                                                             还帮你这个“残疾人”搓背,的确很怀念呐~
                                                     贺爷...记得常联系                                                             
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                                                【伍】
                                             不管我们的梦想是否可以兑现.

                                             当我们再次相遇时,

                                             我们可以谁都不提,但一定不可以忘记,

                                             我们那年的梦想.

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    不要感动我

                          
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
                                           我想学着坚强
                                                         冷漠也好
                                       
     
                                                                                                         
     
                                                                                                             所以请你也配合我.